Hurtin'.

I know no-one knows. Or cares. What's the difference these days.

I don't want to always have to be the one making the sacrifices.

I'm having a little issue with my sister. I showed my mum a picture of baby Elliot on my camera phone and when she returned it it had been scrolled down to a snapshot taken weeks ago. And David chats with her on msn but not me. What the?!? I resent the intrusion of my privacy and my social circle because she doesn't let me into hers.

I resent it greatly.

It bothers me that I cannot be genuinely happy for friends, perfectly wonderful people who have been happy for me.

And I am currently engaged in a seriously unstimulating conversation right now. I ask how he's been and the best he can give is, "Full of ups and downs", and then inserts this overused cliche for emphasis, "Like a rollercoaster". Help. Could we add 20 IQ points please?

So effin' messed up.