Monday, August 15, 2005

huge sweeep

Anyways, I'm so fan. This ridiculous shit with my sister.

Like I said, I feel strongly that I am not in the wrong. And I have made an effort.

Maybe it's just not enough. But deep inside, I cannot bring myself to forgive her for writing that she wished I wasn't her sister.

It's freaking irritating. And disgusting. And blatantly annoying. And deep inside, hurting.

I wasn't freaking wrong.

Gosh I could point out so many discrepancies, hypocrisies. But unless I am extremely aggravated, I shan't. It's not in my, like, code of honour, I'm sorry.

But I'm angry.

And brushing it under the carpet will not work. We need to discuss how I FEEL first before nagging me to "take some action". ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS NOT IN THE WRONG.

This, is like how my breakup was managed, and I cannot bring myself to agree one percent with that, either.

SO SCREW IT.